Wandered To Wonders

2009-06-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything of me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they're tryin to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh,
Oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

2009-03-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

we grew.
we changed.
we went.
we parted.

2009-03-14T12:43:00.002+08:00

i have always been putting up a false front about you leaving soon.
acting strong and telling you no worries i will be fine but i am not.

one year isn't that long.
a lie i have been telling myself.

i'm gonna miss you so badly.
i don't know what i can do without you by my side.

i heard myself saying please don't go.
i hate you for giving in so early.

why do you have to make us suffer like this.
one year.
hopefully everything remains the same after that year.

ade's bee leng. 280209

2009-03-04T20:45:00.002+08:00

2009-02-28T02:57:00.000+08:00

never had the chance to ask why.

2009-02-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

is one month already!

the singapore zoo 2009

2009-02-16T22:41:00.000+08:00

2009-02-12T21:24:00.001+08:00

finally got what i wanted to get for my loved one.
=)

capturing every moment with you.

2009-02-06T00:28:00.001+08:00

time has never been enough for the both of us.
another 3 days without one another.
another 3 days of missing.
another 3 days of treasuring you more.

2009-02-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

7 more months.
7 more days.
7 more hours.
7 more minutes.
7 more seconds.

2009-02-02T01:48:00.001+08:00

"i miss your eyes
i miss your smiles
your smell is lingering faintly in my car
simply reminds me of the time we hugged
simply miss you."

2009-01-31T14:06:00.001+08:00

i heart my love.

CNY 2009

2009-01-29T02:59:00.001+08:00

mooooo-ing good.

2009-01-17T15:20:00.000+08:00

Weak
I have been crying and crying for weeks
How'd I survive when I could barely speak
Barely eat, on my knees

But that's the moment you came to me
I don't know what your love has done to me
Think I'm invincible
I see through the me I used to be

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me (ohh)
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman

I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman (superhuman)

Strong
Since I've been flying and righting the wrongs
Feels almost like I had it all along
I can see tomorrow

For every problem is gone because
I flew everywhere with love inside of me
It's unbelievable to see
How love can set me free

You changed my whole life
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love (to me, oh oh)
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you
Superhuman

I feel so superhuman (superhuman)
I feel so superhuman

It's not a bird, not a plane
It's my heart and it's going gone away
My only weakness is you
Only reason is you
Every minute with you I feel like I can do anything
Going going, I'm gone away in love

You changed my whole life (oh)
Don't know what you're doing to me with your love
I'm feeling all superhuman you did that to me
A superhuman heart beats in me
Nothing can stop me here with you

Superhuman
Superhuman

2009-01-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

glad.

2009-01-09T01:41:00.001+08:00

try to get a piece of me and i will give you my whole.

2009-01-07T20:44:00.004+08:00

the familiar faces, familiar places, familiar scenes, familiar scents.
not so familiar feelings.

walking down a long stretch of never ending road.
never found the true self of my own.
the time is right.
the place is right.
but the feel was never right.

i prefer to be alone.
close down to all incoming traffic.
living in my own world of fantasy.

moving on.

sun rise, sun set, as each day past, the feelings are still unaware of the presence of love. faking each moment dying inside to be myself. struggle, panic, fight against all odds. complications upon complications.

teach me how to fight against - my own true self.

2009-01-02T19:13:00.002+08:00

flares, horns and a bunch of screaming kids mark the new year.
a different way of celebrating new year when you are in camp.
nonetheless i love the joy ride.

smiles, 2009.

canele

2008-12-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

lazy afternoon at the canele.

X'mas 2008

2008-12-27T03:54:00.001+08:00

2008-12-26T16:51:00.001+08:00

Xmas 2008.

my initials.

herro. lame way of saying hello by the perfect 10s.

went to ecp to do all these. played sparkles. had fun screaming shouting and lazing around with the perfect 10s. they are one bunch of cute and chubby peeps.

Xmas!

2008-12-25T18:01:00.002+08:00

ok i'm so happy that when i reach home last night i saw my ipod socks delivered to my mail box. its so cool that my mum steal my green colour and i'm left with 5.

i think its really worth it. and i only waited for about 6 days and my socks arrived. i'm so gonna buy more and sell it online. =)

it makes great christmas gifts. hahahaha. will update more on what happened during my 2008 christmas. the one i would never forget.

let's call it the for now. lol.

2008-12-20T13:24:00.001+08:00

shipping's confirm!!!!! just nice getting it before christmas or new year. =)

WTF?!

2008-12-14T03:32:00.003+08:00

ok maybe you guys already have a crystal casing, handphone pouch, sillicon casing, whatsoever for your electronic devices ranging from your camera to your ipod. but these cute little ipod pouches are making me tempted to buy them home and put in my cupboard to collect dust.

i couldn't resist it. each set comes with 6, yes SIX different colours to choose from. enough for monday-saturday outings. sunday stay at home. i got myself two sets of this. so i got a total of 12. TWELVE! i also dont know for what.

maybe i could put my handphone, my keys, my notebook, my money, my cards, whatsoever. maybe i could sell it at 10 dollars each. and i would have earn almost 900% profit. =)

oh and it looks like the real ipod pouches that are selling in apple stores. and guess what, though its a fake product but who cares when its only selling at USD$4.30 for SIX pouches. SIX. not one but SIX. plus FREE SHIPPING TO ALL AROUND THE WORLD.

convert to SGD is about $6.80 for SIX. about $1.15 each.

where to get this?
https://www.dealextreme.com/details.dx/sku.10

call me god. =) i am so good to share this info, but you need to create paypal though. is easy. just get a debit or credit card and you are good to go.
now pray to me after you finished your shopping with dealextreme. =)

p/s i do not gain anything from blogging this entry for dealextreme, i am just sharing this info because i think its really worth the buy and i am a fucking nice boy whom shares good things. so love me more. i might give you one of my 12 ipod pouches.

INterior: Marina Barrage

2008-12-11T23:01:00.007+08:00

welcome to the Marina Barrage, before you proceed,

please mind your step.

the next few pictures will be during my tour in the barrage itself, telling, informing, teaching us why, how, what is exactly the Marina Barrage for.

sustainable environment, sustainable singapore.

9 facts on the Marina Barrage.

engineering details or whatever it called. the floor plans kind of drawings.

one of the gallery. lots of interactive things to play with.

quotes: reasons of building the Marina Barrage.

note: these are real humans.

cute water droplets display in one of the gallery.
the developments of sustaining water in singapore.
from lifeline to reservoir.
plastic bottles with illu paints!!!
and lastly my nice shadow. :)

more info can be found on - http://www.pub.gov.sg/Marina/Pages/default.aspx

Marina Barrage

2008-12-10T18:53:00.006+08:00

a very nice place for the right person at the right time.

the photos say it all.

i wonder how it looks like in the day.

beautiful pictures taken by professional.

courtesy from http://www.flickr.com/photos/sheilahboulala/

2008-11-27T23:40:00.001+08:00

is nice to keep seeing my own photos. =)

2008-11-23T16:00:00.002+08:00

Oye, Esto no tiene salida. Ya nada sirve que digas Tengo que escapar, Yo tengo que escuchar a mi corazón.

他和她的故事

2008-11-04T18:42:00.002+08:00

他和她的故事。

今年二十岁的她，温柔高贵，是一个有气质的女孩。
他，今年二十一，帅气敝人，完美主义者。喜欢挑战的他热爱舞蹈。

就这么一天，他们相会了。故事发展的很快。两个人都很快乐。
可是，不是每个故事都有美好的结局。
他们就是其中之一。

他和她的故事。

一场爱与恨的斗争，即将顺势待发。

2008-11-03T19:01:00.002+08:00

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete

Listen
To the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have known -

Oh
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

There is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed aside or worse
Into your own all 'cause you won't listen

Listen I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have know

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen
To the song here in my heart
A melody I start
But I will complete -

Oh

Now I'm done believing you
You dont know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I gotta find my own
My own

Listen to my heart. Listen.

2008-10-26T06:01:00.001+08:00

where are your promises?

2008-10-24T23:53:00.002+08:00

你，
你在我心里隐藏着许多秘密。
我，
我在你脑海里还标浮着吗？

想要爱在这寒冷的夜里。
你感觉的到吗？

2008-10-22T23:50:00.000+08:00

incredibly sweetness at island creamery with somebody.
we shared four scoops of ice creams and i think i am getting diabetes.

god.
help me to stop falling in love deeply.

2008-10-22T01:02:00.001+08:00

contented.

2008-10-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

i do not know whether should i go or not.

go or dont go?
*peel flower petals.

2008-10-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

even though singapore is so boring and we keep going to the same places, but i'd never felt bored any moment.

splendid night.
splendid moment.
splendid you.

2008-10-16T22:46:00.002+08:00

100 days on 20th jan 09.
cant wait.

you're the one i need.
10.10.08

Take a Bow

2008-10-16T22:36:00.002+08:00

need an answer?
here it is.

TO: CHEWY

Oh
How 'bout a round of applause?
Yeah
Standin ovation
Ohwoah Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

Grab your clothes and get gone.
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on.
Talkin 'bout,
'Girl I love you, you're the one.'
This just looks like a rerun.
Please.
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not.
Baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For makin' me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

How 'bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now

2008-10-12T20:41:00.000+08:00

my heart is empty without you.

2008-10-11T14:34:00.001+08:00

cute, intelligence, splendid, romantic.
got very distracted by someone though.
=)

the best night i ever had in these few months.
i felt alive.
felt warmth.
felt you.

下雨天

2008-10-07T18:21:00.003+08:00

下雨天了怎么办我好想你
不敢打给你我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音
变得好熟悉
沉默的场景做你的代替
陪我等雨停
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

期待让人越来越疲惫
谁和我一样
等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会
寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞一个人擦泪
一个人好累

怎样的雨怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大
天要多黑才能够有你的体贴
其实没有我你分不清那些差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

creeping. creeping into my heart.
life's a mere dramatic puppet show.

i staged my own.

darkness surrounded me.
spot lights shone on me.
weeping. weeping dearly.

couldn't find a reason.
to answer my questions.

holding on to the umbrella under the rain.
how long do i have to wait before the sun shines again.

where is my rainbow?
where is my blue sky?
where is my sun rays?
where is the warmth?
where is my love?

2008-10-05T00:53:00.003+08:00

bimbo! i love pinks.

both movies are nice. happy that i managed to catch it before it stopped screening in the theatre. been a long week. felt tired mentally. sick of base duties. i dont know what and how to motivate myself anymore.

argh. getting a headache.

2008-09-27T19:50:00.002+08:00

a stupid mistake. a trust between humans. and it ended up in the detention barrack.

so not worth it.

poor boy got to learn from the hard way.
and there's nothing we can do. only silently accepts the fact.
he appears to be fine, but his eyes says it all.

hopefully everything will be over soon.
and learn from the mistakes.

2008-09-21T14:34:00.000+08:00

crazy night at chevron's.

2008-09-19T00:40:00.002+08:00

went to watch this movie with kristen after booking out. is a boring action-packed with big casts but with a lousy story line. you felt as if the director is either having a hard time looking for excess films to have a proper ending or the sponsorship by the multi-national companies wasn't enough to finish filming the rest of the story.

or maybe the writers from this movie is having a strike.

nonetheless is not even worth my 6 dollars which kristen has been happily bragging that he uses his student card to get the discount.

anyway you should check this out - http://0o0o0o0o0o0o.wordpress.com/

yes. is kristen's blog. unbelievable? believe it.

i didnt know that his vocabulary is so good. he could relay himself pretty well in words. letting readers to understand what he is driving at. is something i am impressed by the other "sexy" side of him.

he might look like a cock. but he ain't stupid.

lol. well back to myself. i have been checking out vacancies or interviews from SIA and some other airlines and i started to feel the panic and worries coming from my small useless brain of mine.

i am really wondering would i be able to survive alone in a foreign country with no friends, no families, no care, no concern and lots of freedom.

i started to hate growing up.

like many, i used to think that how good will it be if i am an adult. but here i am, at the age of a young adult, i began to worry about my future. though i have plans for it but i became unsure of the uncertainties and by the instability of the world's economies.

singapore's senior minister once said in the papers, america will be leading the world's economy for the next 30-50 years, and if america were to suffer a recession, things will not be good for us even though we are having a healthy growth in the GDP. is a snowballing effect.

"this is not good."

so god please give us some miracles.

2008-09-14T22:13:00.002+08:00

look how alcohol could get you into.
chevrons to celebrate.

i just love my platoon mates.

140909.
one more fucking year.
and i will be screaming loudly, jumping madly, dancing my way off to freedom.

just 365 days more.
just.

我是双鱼座

2008-09-11T00:47:00.001+08:00

双鱼本身的矛盾也的确超出人类想象，爱你时，他是天使；恨你时，他是恶魔。那么，双鱼的敏感和巨蟹有什么不同？他的狠毒又和天蝎有什么分别呢？还有双鱼vs金牛—浪漫、双鱼vs双子—智慧、双鱼vs狮子—骄傲...等等！每个星座都有一个特征是同样双鱼也有的。

有的时候可惜自己是双鱼座，因为总是面对很多的问题而烦恼；但大部分时候我庆幸自己是双鱼座，就是种种的矛盾才能构成这样的我，而我还蛮享受当这样的自己呢。

http://mystical-garden.blogspot.com/2008/08/blog-post.html

2008-09-03T20:27:00.003+08:00

soon we will need to wear that.
waste money time.
wee.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_274704.html

watched wall.e twice.
all thanks to fleet anniversary
ha. how nice right.

i just keep m-o here and m-o there after the movie.
irritating every single one in my platoon. lol.

m-o.

2008-08-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

broke broke broke broke broke.
=)

how am i going to survive for the next 2 weeks?
so exciting.
yeah right.

eat grass.

2008-08-15T18:12:00.000+08:00

2008-08-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

everyone is indulging in the celebration of the nation's birthday.
i'm glad is over.

i had the best weekend off i ever had. spending time with my loved ones and things had never been so great before.

i wish this will never changed.

just the 4 of us. LSMJ. love sees many joy.

love hurts. but i am willing to be hurt by you.
sacrificial. yet superficial.
its a combination of the truth and false.

i am all out for you.
run the race together and never stops.
journey to the end and there's the gold medal at the stand.

share the glory and feels the honour.
cause i am only yours and i know you are only mine.

let the day be known and remember forever.

2008-08-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

yaty: i am free next weekend! text me! i got unlimited FREE SMS. =)

national day! took leave so i can see monkey performing. haha.
is a day to feel patriotic. is a day to wear red. is a day to thank the forefathers for building the nation.

what a day. ok. at least i am wearing white instead of red. haha.

2008-08-07T23:55:00.002+08:00

i nearly died today cause of a near accident.

the tonner skidded and lose control on a steep slope.

even he brakes the vehicle, the vehicle still skid. nearly died. nearly died.

what a day.

2008-08-06T23:56:00.000+08:00

monkey is the new thing.

2008-08-03T17:12:00.001+08:00

money no enough 2.
the mummy 3.
both are good movies.

one is exciting one is realistic.

i left 7 hours more to remember the wonderful memory we had.
after that i shall move on alone. while you are already long gone.

2008-08-02T03:50:00.000+08:00

i am allergic to donkeys.

2008-07-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

dirt.

something or someone worthless.
non-existence.

you just treat me like a dirt.

2008-07-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

bye bye w960i.
hello e51. soon.

2008-07-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

o.o yet another piglet with a shape of a dumpling. haha. someone caught this for me. how sweet.
a lame show with people screaming and running and screaming and running. boring show with boring casts. never. never watch it. unless you are fucking rich.

haha. i hope sebastian dont kill me because of silly. lol.

2008-07-21T01:09:00.001+08:00

im just so in love with silly.

2008-07-20T04:44:00.001+08:00

2 hours 30 minutes.
a long movie.

sit until butt pain.
haha.

2008-07-19T02:48:00.002+08:00

oh no. i left the batman poster in the arcade. haha.
damn.

yes! tomorrow going to watch batman.
update tomorrow then.

maybeishouldjustheckandletitgo.imightfeelbetter.

the strangers

2008-07-14T23:13:00.001+08:00

silly and fat piggy.
a stupid show of screaming and running and embarrassing me.
stupid show.

2008-07-13T15:49:00.002+08:00

i had predicted it to come.
but i didnt expect it to come so fast.
faster then i thought.

17 days of fairy tale, i was waken up from my dream.
i wanted to dream more. but i cant get back to sleep again.

so is this the end?

2008-07-10T23:36:00.002+08:00

life has been hectic.
alot of changes on going.
but i am still living in my own world trying to believe in fairy tales.

its contradicting when you have been wanting to talk to someone eagerly but nothing came out from it.

my heart is still bleeding.

chaotic night

2008-07-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

2008-07-05T05:04:00.000+08:00

5/10? lame show. ha.

2008-07-02T00:47:00.002+08:00

你說的話　在我心中生了根
愛得很深　所以心會疼

心痛比快樂更真實　愛為何這樣的諷刺
難道這種不完美　才是愛情真實的樣子

只要愛錯一個人
愛錯一個人

2008-06-30T22:44:00.002+08:00

SPAIN wins EURO 2008.

lalala. so random.
haha. it doesnt matter.

anyway went to changi for stupid sports day.
play volleyball till my hand so pain. lalala.
but is fun though. and the US personnel are so big size.

so scary.

need to build my bod more. must be like them. hunky. delicious. =)

iamjustsobusywithmylife.

at least is a good sign i guess.
like hr says, "i'm better off falling in love with myself."
hecticlifestyle.

21.

2008-06-27T00:16:00.000+08:00

2008-06-26T00:46:00.002+08:00

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goalIs to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleedingKeep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleedingI keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

- bleeding love, i am bleeding love.

2008-06-22T17:53:00.000+08:00

2008-06-20T14:40:00.002+08:00

finally i am freed from the evil place which is draining all my youth away.
i am tired.
mentally and physically.

i've not been good. surviving alone, battling the inner self in the cold weather.

it doesnt feel good at all. i am just contradicting myself, with dont know what to do, what not to do. i am just continuing my life aimlessly. floating around trying to find a comfort zone.

where are the wings i needed to hide in?

where have you gone to?

where am i?

someone lead me please.

2008-06-11T19:07:00.002+08:00

fly with me to the end.
a long journey that never seems to end.

but when you are just by my side.
i feel as if i am light.
when you are gone.
i dont know how to carry on.
thank god for the day.
that i've seen you right away.

i have never felt alone since then.

every seconds.
every minutes.
every hours.

ever thine.
ever mine.
ever ours.

2008-06-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

今天应该是个完美的一天吧。
去了appointment才发现医生不在。
浪费我的时间和金钱。

没钱了。
还有八天。

我又在emoing了。
hai.
做人好累。

2008-06-02T00:56:00.002+08:00

yeah i got a new water bottle. heh.
thanks to my darling tjx.

anyway i found the one i have been waiting for.
but is it the correct one?

i still dont know yet.

doesnt have much hope on this anymore.
play around. look around.
enjoying myself.

life still goes on without you.

i am happy to move on. have you?

2008-05-25T15:49:00.000+08:00

华语的部络格。
哈。

太久没有用华语来写了。
我觉得我的华语越来越烂了。

ok really cannot make it.
i dont know what to write. lol.

sian.

money money come to me.
i miss your kisses.

2008-05-24T16:08:00.003+08:00

two faces. two feelings. two tone of colours in my life. i'm half-masked.

2008-05-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

seoul's part II.

2008-05-14T21:17:00.001+08:00

oh so cute so cute.
wanna read more?

i like that bo chup face. -_-

http://www.stickgal.blogspot.com/

2008-05-13T21:09:00.001+08:00

in 12 hours time. i will know. i will know.

2008-05-12T00:01:00.000+08:00

seoul's cohesion @ taka on 090508 part I.

2008-05-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

Good-bye Days - YUI

Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
Kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni
So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan

Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo

Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la la with you

Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni

Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days

2008-05-11T23:28:00.002+08:00

my new gf.
=)

im in love with her songs.
http://www.yui-net.com/index.html

im still trying to upload the songs somewhere so can play it in my blog. oh and the anime bleach's theme song is sung by her too. Rolling Star.

im proud of my new gf.
hah.

2008-05-05T19:22:00.001+08:00

lewis long long long time ago bday. =)

i miss buddy. wee.

2008-05-05T18:54:00.003+08:00

Jephthah (also spelled Jephtha; from Hebrew יפתח Yiftach / Yipthaχ)
Meaning: whom God sets free, or the breaker through

He has been described as "a wild, daring, Gilead mountaineer, a sort of warrior Elijah."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jephtha
http://bible.tmtm.com/wiki/Jephthah

my name jefter, derived from jephthah, is a biblical hero from the book of judges. is a damn long story about how he was driven out by his brothers and push him to fight against a war which they think he might not survived. however through the grace of god, he succeeds in defeating the enermy.

wee. but jephthah is too hard to spell. so ya, i change it to jefter, easy spelling and people will understand it better.

but still my major calls me gentle.

dots.

2008-05-05T17:02:00.002+08:00

ok retard(s), i miss you!!!!!!!!
been so busy with ns and till now i still havent step into town to get you something. wee.

nah nevermind. i know you will still love me lots.

haha, dont forget, 10 years down the road you are my wife, bi(a)tch.
so i dont think you will dare to love, i.e. other than me.

yup. wee.

2008-04-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

doing duty for the past 4 days wasnt easy.
its shag! wee.

finally endure through everything but at the end still got things crop up and getting screwed.

well my buddy got into trouble and couldnt get his 3SG rank anymore. its kinda sad. anyway is good to be men. no sai kang to do. hooray to low rank personnel. wee.

life is boring as usual, i cant take photos in camp, if not it will be damn fun to show what i have been doing and will be doing for the next 1 year plus.

its been so long since i went for a movie in the cinema. ns really sucks. i cant wait for my appointments in the month of may, get everything done and try to get out of there. i need a life. i need more sleep.

*yawns

pray hard that everything will be much more smoother and no more nonsense from "above", its killing us all slowly.

yeah got my gst offset. wee. and i havent had 500 dollars in my bank account. #$%^&* hell. i hate being 21.

no more youth, no more life, no more allowance. i am going to die in my own wonderland filled with cigrattes and smokes. lalalala.

i need a drink badly. drown all my sorrows. cheers buddy.
enjoy your confinement.

2008-04-26T22:38:00.000+08:00

webcamming fun.

2008-04-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

new cap that was given by wifey from aussie. wee.
RUSTY.

2008-04-19T12:42:00.001+08:00

i got my gstoffset. =)
i got my cap badge and formation badge. =(
i got my rank. =(
i am an unhappy man. =)

one year 5 more months to ord.
cant wait.

shall post more pictures soon.
i promise.

2008-03-22T00:53:00.001+08:00

St. Regis Afternoon Tea. =)
so high class.

2008-03-20T18:40:00.002+08:00

wee. finally. i have gone through 3 months of cruel, grueling, torture-ss, whatever-word of the boring course.

sums it up, i got into the place where i want to be posted to. happy.
here i come tuas.

now i just hope that everything will run smoothly as what i am expecting. =)

i just love all my instructors who have help me so much. wee.

changi - a place where i dont want to be. =)

2008-03-16T18:33:00.001+08:00

21st @ Swissotel.

2008-02-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

Moral of the Story:

Don't anyhow kachiao people. Karma is one fierce bitch.

So true.

2008-02-09T20:04:00.000+08:00

2008-02-06T12:46:00.000+08:00

Pan Pacific?
Swissotel Stamford?
Marriot Singapore?

Which one will be better to hold my 21st birthday leh?
lol.

though i prefer the one with the balconies :)

2008-02-02T11:52:00.000+08:00

oh everyone is like leaving.
everyone is like busy.
everyone is like flying off from this tiny island.

going to have a last dinner with my dearest wife before she left for aussie for 4 years.

4 years. lol. 4 years later she will have a degree, while me? probably still struggling for a living in this tiny island. well hope everything will be fine for her over there. definitely will fly over for christmas this year, i.e. i manage to get off from the mundane ns routine.

spending the new year with botak hair doesnt really excites me that much. i feel like a recruit back again. but not having the same happiness when i was a recruit.

though having the same hairstyle, same old look, nothing has been changed. responsibilities still the same, life still the same.
sometimes i just yearn for a breakthrough, yearn for something new, but it seems to me that it has always been the same.

i thought, "life wasnt supposed to be a roller coaster?"
"but why do i feel that i'm on a boat in the calm open sea?"

yes it maybe a good thing, safe, though sometimes shaky, and the boat just aimlessly floating along with the current. with no where to go. drifting on the sea.

on board LST this week, a new experience, its really just the sun, the sand and the sea, with lots of stars in the night sky, blinking at me.

did some shooting on board, fun for 1 min, tired for a day. perhaps life is like that. work so hard, earning money just to enjoy ourselves for a min before we die.

wee. nonetheless i enjoyed myself on board, treasured the off days i've had, cant complain much either. just want to serve and get out of here. i dont know how to be positive about this anymore. haha.

the only thing i wanna have is to get myself enrolled into a local university, and i shall start from there. =)

happy chinese new year in advance, happy day ahead i prayed.

p/s 020208 = one year 10 months of relationship with my dearest baby.
i just want to grow old with you, spend my rest of my days with you, just the two of us and nobody else. when i needed somebody you are always there, though by saying the 3 words i love you might not interest you much as i always said it but at least it comes from my bottom of my heart.

thank you.
thank you dear for being there for me.

2008-01-05T12:07:00.000+08:00

food. food. food.

2007-12-25T01:29:00.000+08:00

i think this is the most memorable dinner i ever had. =)
so christmas mood. wee. and i look so handsome. as usual.